This week is off to a completely rough start. This semester is serving me up a bigger meal than I care for, but one I can handle, yet this week, this week I am unable to harness the needed motivation, energy, and alertness to make much progress on anything.
I think I have mentioned before that all of classes are online this semester due to them only being offered in that format. This is a good thing for when I am feeling sick and run-down as I am today, but it is also really overwhelming and labor-intensive. Plus, as you can imagine, finding the right structure and plan to get everything done efficiently is a struggle.
Throw on top of that not being able to find wedding/reception sites that fit our budget and needs, working out the last kinks of getting my internship set-up and rolling, getting my site secured for necessary service hours for one of my classes, along with some general money, life, and basic human worries....and I am feeling overwhelmed.
I am trying my best to stop, breathe, and just know that I will get it done and everything will work out, but this week is providing me with quite the lack of necessary qualities for that kind of behavior.
I don't know what I am looking for in sharing this, for advice is always good, but will it help break through these walls of exhaustion and stress? I am open to any if you think it could, but I guess more than anything I just needed to get this out, to say I am having a pretty rough week and maybe just putting that out there will help me move past it. I'm hoping a long evening stroll with the pooches and my guy, along with a good nights sleep, will also work a little magic.
If nothing else, there is always tomorrow, there is always next week, there is always an opportunity to start fresh and push forward.